God, it felt good, I was so scared to ruin the moment.
One day sitting together, he reclined his head to kiss me, my eyes were wide open, I could see him coming to me, I couldn`t stop time, or even try.
I stood there for microseconds, my memory went blank, my heart beated faster than ever, the heat, the sweat and all the little butterflies in my stomach.
After that I couldnt resist myself. My body aches.
I felt visceral.
I`d rather cut myself open before showing some tears.
Nothing could stop me from living that minute alone.
"I held him like a woonded bird".